There's almost too many options - it's hard. Where do we go? What do we do? What about 'we'? When? How? It really is tough - good, but tough. We have all of these 'grown-up' decisions to make and now's the time to make them. Will I be ready to make those decisions? Will I ever be ready?
I've been job searching, and job waiting, and job doing. Right now I'm working on those two websites - graffitiministries.org and the FH site. I'm waiting to hear about a video production assistant part-time job, waiting to hear from two design agencies, I'm on-call for lawn-mowing jobs, doing odd jobs for the Byrds - it's a crazy time. I almost feel like I'm JUST behind where I'm supposed to be in this game of life.
But tonight has been so lovely. I don't think I've had so much care-free fun with Kate for such a long stretch in a long time. It does the heart good to laugh in the midst of chaos - and we're right there in it together. MMm MMm good.
